MY BIRTHDAY!!!

My Birthday...
This si the day when i recall back..
When my mother struggled to bring me....
To this world....
I've once promised to ALLAH..
As i hold my hand tightly in the womb...
That i'll complete my task and responsibilities...
As ALLAH's caliph to the world...

How far have i done my tasks...
How long have i wasted my life...
How bad i am in front of you..ALLAH..
The tears that ran down my cheeks...
Is it really true?...
Is it really the last one...?
Or its one of the false tears that ran down and been forgotten..
As i turn back against you.......again..

OH... ALLAH...
No matter how rude i am to you...
No matter how unfaithful i am to you...
No matter how unthankful i am to you.....
You have never leave me alone...
even an oxygen have never been taken away...
And all the days that i am able to open my eyes...
you really are.....
THE MOST MERCIFUL..

And still.....
I've been more attracted to other's love...
Then yours....
tears rolled down again....
Oh ALLAH...
i realise...
that not just once......
that you reminded me....
even a lovers would quit from trying...
but you... have never stop....
The judgement day is not just a dream...
its something that...so near to me...
but it seems so far that.....lots and lots..
of people...in the end..suffering..

and now...
after a long while i've been playing...
in this temporary world...
i started to miss....your blessings...your love...
in my life.....
eventhogh i realise....
that this humble slave....
a slave that always betray her words...

Please.. ALLAH
Please make this 'taubat' the real one...
to you....
oh ALLAH, forgive all my sins...
Oh ALLAH, please.. shine my life..
with your blessings..
perhaps all the 'hijab' that've been...
blocking my heart from you...
would dissappear.......

please...please...
HAPPY bIRTHDAY..
nur farahin binti mat tarmizi...

DURIAN

Assalamualikum ms Hasnaa

First of all, thank you for teaching us a lot and giving us a lot too (chips). Yumm, i think it must taste so good! Unfortunately i was fasting that day.....but its okay.

i know that it has been two weeks since the last time i post to my blog, sorry for that ms Hasnaa. So i decided to publish two post this week to back up my mistake..hehe, i hope you accept it.

Today i felt a little bit better than yesterday. Actually i am having a fever+extreme cough+really bad flu. So, if you guys(classmate) notice that my voice is quite rough and i always cough and cough (sorry for that) and 'sniffing'...please understand that i am not very well...Acchooo! hehe

I think i deserve to suffer from this illness. It all start from the word 'DURIAN'. yup, durian...yeah delicious is'nt it? I brought a full basket of durian to kolej cemara last monday. FULL BASKET!! yup so many but do you ever wonder why you guys did'nt get it...

Because i ate it on tuesday with Fathiyah, Atiqah, and Hamizah...hahahahaha

we ate them all..

Sorry for that, but please don't blame my friends (as stated above) because they are not guilty...

I am the owner of the durian but i forgot to pass it to my classmate...sorry8..

Hmmm... actually they did encourage me not to pass it to everyone..hehe

The next day, i heard qarafi asked one of the 'durian eaters' that he wants the 'kulit durian'.

he said, 'KULIT DURIAN MANA?' Gulp, i just swallow my saliva, oh noo.. he knows about the durian..It sound so sad that eventhough he did not get the durian, he asked for the 'KULIT'!!!

Wah i felt so guilty.. what have i done.

Soon after that, i quickly get a flu.. arghh, i hate it so much! every 10 seconds i have to sniff and sniff..uwaaa. And then the suffering continues when i got fever and extreme cough..It has been a very tough week this week.... There are the multlingual public speaking that i have not prepared yet, assignments and the most important.. BUIOCHEM TEST!!

At the same time i cannot perform well in all of this task especially biochem test because of this illnesses...Oh ALLAH, forgive me for my mistake... i should have share the delicious durians with my whole ckassmate but i did'nt...

So, having this opportunity, i would like to apologize to all my classmate..I'M SORRY...and of course to ms Hasnaa too....

Word of wisdom says...

'isi gajah sama di lapah, isi durian, eh kuman sama di cecah'

thank you for reading

(p/s: ms Hasnaa, do you like durian?)

BE CIVILIZED!!!

Be civilized!!!

Will we ever realise?

That we must be a little more wise,

Cause its the time for us to rise.



Stop dreaming!

The clock will never stop ticking,

Now that you know that you have wings,

Fly around, the world is waiting.



Ms hasnaa,

Please take us into your car,

The whiteboard twinkling like a star,

At least give me a chocolate bar.....



Procrastination,

That's the reason why we tension,

The hardwork starts at the last minute session,

Then we realise-its a bad action.



The class was quiet we were studying,

We never thought that he was lying,

Biochem test cancelled-the news was spreading,

At last we know-its just a kidding.

weekend

weekends.....
this the first weekend in intec that i did'nt go home!!!
hahaha....it looks like i am still a 'mom's daughter'....
who likes to sit underneath my mom's armpit...hehehe
no.. actually it is quite fun to stay in intec during weekends...
today me and my friends went shopping for windows...
oops, windows shopping..hehe
eventhough we did'nt buy anything but we still had a good time.
oh, i forgot, i did buy a ring..
because i heard that in egypt every woman must wear a ring...
it is to avoid from being disturb by egyptian guy.....
is it true?
i don't know....but i don't thing they will disturb an average looking girl like me...

now lets go to the crucial part...
today we went to intec library to study...
we thought that there were no bus to intec in saturday...
so.... we decided to take the rapid kl...
at that time... the sky was dark...
i can hear the sounds of thunder from the sky...
according to my weather experience,
it is going to rain cats and dogs any minutes from that moment...
but we have not reach the bus stop yet...
in my mind, i just said to myself that i'm going to face this whatever happens...
can you imagine? no umbrella, no raincoat no nothing...
we walk trough the streets across mydin wholesale emporium..
across imthiyaz mamak restaurant...
passing the esso petrol station...
oh... just a few metres from the bus stop!!!!
hong2!!!!! meow2!!!!!.... its raining cats and dogs at last...

with a half soaked cloth...
we wait for the 'rapid' kl patiently....
unfortunately, the rapid kl is not so rapid today....hehe
although the bus stop have roof.....
but it seems like there's not any....
actually, i'm quite ashame to write this, but...
we scream and scream because we kept getting more and more wet!!!!!
argh.... when will this suffer ends!!!
for about 10 minutes... at last we saw a taxi...
we forget about money, now the most important thing is...
to get a hell outta there...
PAK CIK!!!! PAK CIK!!!!!
we yelled....
suddenly...... intec bus appear right behind the taxi....
the taxi stop and the driver smiled at us....
poor taxi driver... without hesitating..
we take the bus and leave the taxi there...
i cannot imagine how the driver's face look like... hehe
then, the bus go straight back to in front of our hostel...
to pick up some more students
if i know that there will be intec buses today....
we don't have to walk to bus stop and get soaked like this....
uwaaa........so....
the lesson here is....
ask someone else that know...
befor you take any action and end up like us!

p/s: poor taxi driver...hehehe

WHAT A.... WHAT???

What a day!

There's no any other day like today,

Where the people make thier way,

To find the place where they can stay.

What a night!

It's been so long I'm in the light,

Trying to keep my eyes at sight,

So I could see the lecturer's slide.

What a bag!

Full with books and files and mags,

Around and around the bag I drag,

To where I go I leave a track.

What a class!

Staring the watch I hope it lasts,

But little I know that I will frust,

Because with the class will I survives.

What a life!

To my destiny will it drive,

Until ALLAH make me dies,

I promise that I will always STRIVE!!!!

INTEC: A WHOLE NEW WORLD

I was walking out of the bus when i notice that i left my handphone back at the class. Oh no! what am i going to do? I brought my eyes towards my watch, it is 5.30 o'clock already, i have not done asar prayer yet! The INTEC campus is about 5 minutes away from my house, but it will take too much time to wait for another bus and walk to the class and wait again for another bus to take me home! Huh, never mind,i just pray that no one will notice the presence of my handphone untill i take it tomorrow. I just don't want anyone to know what inside my inbox, hehe. Secret! Well, that is just a glimpse about life in INTEC also known as International Education Centre. In my former school, i was used to stay in the hostel and we were not allowed to bring our handphone. That is why i forgot to bring my handphone home, it is because i am not used to bring it to the class.

My life now is different, i am now very independant. There will be no one to guide me step by step as they always do when i was still studying in my former school, which is an SBP. You know, SBP student. The teacher will never stop making classes no matter day or night or weekends. They will strive to ensure that everyone understand the lessons no matter what. However, in INTEC the lecturer rely on you to make your own researches and further understanding. They only explain to you the 'sinopsys' and you will complete the whole 'story' yourself. Well, i am a grown up now, i just have to do it myself! isn't it?

Whatever happens, i must kept to myself that i am a humble slave of ALLAH, i understands that life is never easy. Troughout this short life that i have passsed, there are many things that ALLAH had taught me. I am very thankful that ALLAH had created me and thought me such wonderful thing about this life. So, my advice, take everything that is good in our life. However, in the end of your journey you will find that what ALLAH had told us is the best that you will ever get! So, GET A LIFE!!!!